my mood totally sucks. really. and it can been seen from the things i do. what's the thing? washing my toilet. i wash my toilet either when i am very happy or very sad. weird, u say? i dunno why too.
anyway, i'm REALLY SORRY for not going to the place i was supposed to. too many things happened, and i can only choose one best decision. i tot everything was supposed to be said was said, everything that was supposed to be understood was understood, and everything that was to be settled was settled. of cos, no one has to be blamed for this, and if there is one, probably that would be me, for backing out. I'M REALLY SORRY.
i noe that every individual has his or her own way of handling things. maybe i'm too man zang, too easily irritable, but i just wanna get things done. i must agree that, i am a difficult person. that's why i take things in a harsh way, so pls pardon me. i'm really really sorry..~